i’m sick and tired of all the bullshit. i honestly don’t like venting to others and especially in public, but i really am exhausted and i have nowhere else to let this out. family is falling apart and drama between best friends isn’t helping either. people may think i’m careless and stress-free but it’s really the opposite. i cry at home and even then i’m under the blankets sobbing quietly so no one would hear. i put a weak smile on my face to school everyday and listen to other people’s complaints while burying mine deep inside. life is a bitch, then you die. so i sometimes wonder what i’m living for. if all this is really worth it. i really hope so, because i’m sick and tired of all the bullshit.